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[working title: Goodbye Mr. Bilbo]


That summer Sam grew four inches and it seemed to him that his elbows had doubled in size, and if it hadn’t been for old Mr. Bilbo sneaking him honeycakes he’d have felt hollow all the time and not just most of it. It was Mr. Bilbo too, who had assured him that the rest of him would catch up to his feet someday, and who turned the stumble that toppled half the party bunting onto the visiting Brandybucks into a grand joke, though the Gaffer hadn’t been amused, and neither had the Brandybucks.

But then he’d gone. Vanished in a flash of light, said the folk who’d been in the family dinner party, and when Sam finally finished washing dishes and carting home drunken hobbits and got a chance to go up to Bag End it was pushing towards dawn. He found the Dwarves’ ponies gone too. Sam had known Bilbo would go – after helping label all those presents and line them up in the smial, he’d have been blind not to understand – but he’d hoped for a chance to say goodbye to the old hobbit.

Tears blurred the moonlight, and he found himself standing outside Bilbo’s bedroom window, wondering if he dared toss a pebble at it the way he did at the Cotton’s when he and Jolly wanted to go fishing in the early morning. Just in case Bilbo were still there. Gandalf’s cart hadn’t gone yet. There was a chance.

“He’s gone,” said a voice, and Sam nearly jumped out of his skin, coming down wrong and falling against the rose arbor with a clatter and a shout as the thorns scored his hands.

“Shh. Quiet.” Merry Brandybuck jumped down from the top of the smial and helped Sam extricate himself from the rosebushes. “Can’t you ever manage to keep from falling over your own feet? I didn’t mean to frighten you.” The younger lad deftly plucked away the barbed stems, evading any damage with a compact neatness Sam could only envy.

“You didn’t,” Sam said gruffly, smearing his tearstreaked face with the back of his hand. “Just surprised me is all.” His ankle hurt, and there was going to be a new bruise on his knee to go with the others by the feel of it, but the sting of the thorns was the worst.

“I just didn’t want you to wake up Frodo,” Merry explained, not very contritely as he tugged Sam upright. “Or Gandalf.”

“It’s too late for Frodo,” that worthy said, his head appearing in Bilbo’s window. “Who’s out there, Merry?”

“It’s Sam Gamgee, Mr. Frodo,” Sam said for himself, blushing in the darkness. “I didn’t mean to bother no one. It’s just… he’s truly gone then? Without saying goodbye?”

“You know Bilbo, he’s not very much on ceremonies. But he left something for you.” Frodo vanished back behind the window for a moment and then reappeared with something in his hands. “Here.”

Sam limped to the window and breathed in the pipeweed and peppermint smell that lingered from Mr. Bilbo’s long tenancy of that room for a moment before looking to see what Frodo had brought out. “It’s a book!” he exclaimed, feeling the size and shape of it through the cloth wrapping.

“Of course it is,” Frodo laughed. “Go on, open it. It’s yours.”

“My hands are dirty,” Sam objected; though he wanted nothing more than to unwrap the gift he could feel the slickness of blood from the rosethorns on his palms and see dark smears forming on the cloth. “You keep it safe, Mr. Frodo, until I’ve got an hour to spare for reading.”

“Nonsense. Come in and wash and you can take it tonight. And read the day away, for all I care. You’ve been working as hard as anyone.” Frodo put a hand on Sam’s shoulder. “He’d like that, Sam, you know he would.”

Sam shook his head. “I’m meant to help clear the Field come morning,” he said reluctantly. “The Gaffer won’t stand for me bein’ idle while others work.”

“Well, I’m the Master of Bag End,” Frodo said. “And I say that you’ve earned a day for yourself.”

Sam shrugged. If he weren’t working at the Field, he’d be working at Bagshot Row, but Mr. Frodo didn’t have old Mr. Bilbo’s practice at getting around the Gaffer. “If you say so, Sir.”

“No, that won’t work will it,” Frodo’s eyes twinkled in the moonlight. “What do you think then… berry picking? Isn’t that how Bilbo usually manages to keep you in the woods all day?”

Sam blushed to the roots of his hair. “It’s the wrong season, sir,” he pointed out. “But mushrooms…”

“Mushrooms of course,” Frodo said. “Come to the kitchen and we’ll pack a basket for you. You’ll need some luncheon – and some breakfast and dinner too!”


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Date: 2004-08-23 02:41 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mariole.livejournal.com
Oh, this is wonderful. My heart is broken and warmed at the same time. Go, Frodo. Go, you!

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Date: 2004-08-23 12:37 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rabidsamfan.livejournal.com
Thank you. I'm glad you enjoyed it.

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Date: 2004-08-23 02:56 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rubynye.livejournal.com
You may have heard squueeing from across town. That was me, with my hands clasped to my heart, unutterrably charmed. and not about to write a slashy scene for tomorrow's mushroom picking, no no not at all

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Date: 2004-08-23 12:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rabidsamfan.livejournal.com
Er... unfortunately, Frodo will be busy with relations tomorrow...

*snicker*

Glad you liked it!

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Date: 2004-08-23 03:21 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] celandine-g.livejournal.com
Lovely little Sam/Frodo vignette. Thank-you so much.

I liked the way Frodo was already flexing his "Master of Bag End" muscles and insisting that Sam take some time for himself in scholarly pursuits.

How nice, too, that Bilbo left Sam a book. It appears that both Bilbo and Frodo have noticed that Sam is much more than a laborer around the garden but that he has intelligence and a thirst for knowledge.

Trust the Bagginses to notice that (and to nurture it). :)

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Date: 2004-08-23 12:39 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rabidsamfan.livejournal.com
Well, the Gaffer made out like a bandit, so I expect that Bilbo thought hard about what Sam would like best too.

Thanks!

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Date: 2004-08-23 06:01 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rosiegardener.livejournal.com
a schnibble, eh ? no way - that's a gem ! You got Sam's way of talking perfectly (again) and also the kind of pre-quest master-servant relationship between him and Frodo. Wonderful charming gap filler ! have to read it again ....*happy sigh*

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Date: 2004-08-23 12:40 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rabidsamfan.livejournal.com
Read it as many times as you like! *grin* Thank you!

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Date: 2004-08-23 06:20 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] maripo5a.livejournal.com
Lovely scene. I especially liked the sort of Sam-tweenage-angst angle. :-)

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Date: 2004-08-23 12:43 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rabidsamfan.livejournal.com
Yeah, I'm one of the folks who thinks that hobbits age slower than humans, so poor Sam would be at the gangly stage just about the same time that Bilbo left. My body just did WHAT? And there has to be a reason why Merry thinks that Sam might "trip over his own feet" when he goes to guard Frodo, right?

Thanks!

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Date: 2004-08-23 06:56 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lame-pegasus.livejournal.com
Oh, that's heartwarming! There's all in it... Sam's love and adoration for Bilbo, a very typical Merry and a lovely Frodo (wonderful "Mushroom"-trick!)

My monday morning couldn't have started better.

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Date: 2004-08-23 12:44 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rabidsamfan.livejournal.com
Oh, thank you. Nice to know the rotten cold has had some good side benefits!

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Date: 2004-08-23 07:59 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lily-the-hobbit.livejournal.com
Sam should not underestimate Frodo. After thirteen years living with Bilbo he definitely has learned some tricks. A perefct start to a new day!

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Date: 2004-08-23 12:47 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rabidsamfan.livejournal.com
Heh heh. I'm kind of playing with the idea that Sam, while adoring Bilbo, has been watching Frodo's tweenage follies with the sort of rolled-eyes intolerance of the not-yet-adolescent. But he's learning!

Thanks!

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Date: 2004-08-23 08:08 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] elycia.livejournal.com
Just fantastic. I love your description of how Bilbo casually looked after Sam, from sneaking him treats to covering for his tween blundering. The books really don't address what a loss Bilbo's leaving must have been to his tenants and servants. But then, from your story, Frodo is well on the way to filling those rather large footprints (since he doesn't have shoes to fill).

More? (hopeful)

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Date: 2004-08-23 12:49 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rabidsamfan.livejournal.com
Sam must have missed Bilbo more than just about anyone but Frodo. But that would only strengthen the bond between them, wouldn't it?

Thanks!

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Date: 2004-08-23 10:36 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] shirebound
Lovely. What a compassionate, wonderful way for Frodo to assume Mastership of Bag End.

:)

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Date: 2004-08-23 12:50 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rabidsamfan.livejournal.com
Ues. I might write a bit more from Frodo's point of view. Still thinking on it!

Thanks!

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Date: 2004-08-23 10:58 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] baylorsr.livejournal.com
Lovely! I especially like the notion that Bilbo was full of tricks to get around the Gaffer.

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Date: 2004-08-23 12:50 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rabidsamfan.livejournal.com
I suspect that Bilbo was full of tricks to get around everyone in Hobbiton. *grin*

Thanks!

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Date: 2004-08-23 11:18 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] danachan.livejournal.com
Oh, how sweet and lovely. Bilbo being full of tricks to get around the Gaffer amuses me so, and it's perfect, and what a way for Frodo to assume Mastership of Bag End. :)

(no subject)

Date: 2004-08-23 12:51 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rabidsamfan.livejournal.com
I'm glad you liked it! Bilbo and Sam must have had the kind of special friendship that happens between the very old and the very young, don't you think?

Thanks!

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Date: 2004-08-23 12:09 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] pippinswolf.livejournal.com
What a great way to start a Monday morning...Sam, friendly Frodo, and mushrooms. :-)

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Date: 2004-08-23 12:52 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rabidsamfan.livejournal.com
Uhmmm. Mushrooms...

*thinks lovingly of an omelette*

Thanks!

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Date: 2004-08-23 04:55 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cpsings4him.livejournal.com
This just made my whole face grin! I love to see Frodo being good and kind and understanding to Sam. It helps me see perhaps where Sam's devotion to Frodo (as displayed throughout the quest) came from.

Thanks!
cp

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Date: 2004-08-23 05:22 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rabidsamfan.livejournal.com
You're welcome. Sam's devotion started with Bilbo, perhaps, but Frodo's got seventeen years to earn it!

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Date: 2004-08-23 05:12 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] liptonrm.livejournal.com
This is loverly. I adore everything about this story, Sam's sudden realization that Bilbo was gone, even though he knew all along he'd be leaving, Merry's dialogue, the look that must have been on Frodo's face when he made sure Sam had the day off, the weight of nostalgic sadness that underpines everything because Bilbo is gone and will probably never be back.

Your mastery of prose and description is masterful, as always. Your work always evokes such clear, precious images in my mind.

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Date: 2004-08-23 05:28 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rabidsamfan.livejournal.com
Yes, Sam had no way of knowing then that he'd ever see Bilbo again. I'm blushing. thanks

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Date: 2004-08-23 07:25 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ansostuff.livejournal.com
Absolutely lovely! Poor Sam though, growing into a grown hobbit isn`t easy. Feel better soon!

*hugs*

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Date: 2004-08-23 07:56 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rabidsamfan.livejournal.com
I'm working on it! But I still feel kind of dazed... Glad you liked this. Memories of my distant youth are so much easier to tap into when my natural grace has deserted me.

*clunk*

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Date: 2004-08-23 09:45 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tialys.livejournal.com
Wonderful 'schnibble'! All the little everyday occurrences you hinted at were a beautiful touch, and I especially loved the lines:

“What do you think then… berry picking? Isn’t that how Bilbo usually manages to keep you in the woods all day?”

Sam blushed to the roots of his hair.


Very cute. It seems Sam thought only he and Bilbo knew about that.

Again, wonderful job!

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Date: 2004-08-23 10:10 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rabidsamfan.livejournal.com
*snicker* Oh, yes, Sam wouldn't have thought anyone knew about that trick. He'd be mortified if he realized that the Gaffer had figured it out too.

Thanks!

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Date: 2004-08-24 02:52 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] qinfinity.livejournal.com
Oh wonderful! I loved it. The Frodo/Sam interaction there was great and quite in character. Thank you for writing this. :)

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Date: 2004-08-24 05:12 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rabidsamfan.livejournal.com
I enjoyed writing it. Thank you for commenting!

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